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Fic title: What You Should Know
Pairings: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC17
Word count: 16,753
Warnings: angst, domestic fic, established relationship, military kink, loneliness, closeted characters, tattoo kink, explicit sex. There are references to homophobia, parental death, non-permanent injury, and being taken prisoner during war.

Summary: Jared is a mechanic in a small Texan town with a big secret. Jensen, a Staff Sergeant in the US Marine Corps, is that secret.

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Author's Note: This is a gift for crimsonepitaph for spn_j2_xmas. You gave me so many great likes that I was spoiled for choice. Military!J2 or J2 in uniform did leap out to me for certain reasons, so here we have Marine!Jensen, lots of tattoos, established relationship, quiet moments, a shy and awkward mechanic!Jared, and lots of angst. I hope you enjoy it :D

Author's note 2: This is where I beg forgiveness of anyone who actually knows anything about the US Marine Corps. I learned everything I did from TV, films and lurking on various Marine forums. If I have made glaring errors or inadvertently offended anyone with my ignorance then I apologise.

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Fic: Untouchable (Dean/Sam - NC-17)

Fic title: Untouchable
Pairings: Sam/Dean, demon!Dean/robo!Sam
Rating: NC17
Word count: 3949
Warnings: Spoilers for episode 10-02, demon!Dean, robo!Sam, established relationship (Dean/Sam), Sam drinks demon blood, explicit sex, bloodplay, mild torture, mentions of past infidelity

Summary: Post episode 10-02. Demon!Dean meet Robo!Sam, you're made for each other.

Author's note This is kind of a companion-piece to my previous demon!Dean fic, Bruises, where Sam drinks demon!Dean's blood. The Dean in that fic turned out to be a lot more schmoopy than he actually is in the show, so this is an attempt to portray Dean as the gigantic but enormously entertaining and incredibly hot asshole he's been in the last 2 episodes. Then, I thought, who better to pair him with than my other favourite Winchester, robo!Sam. So here we have robo!Sam and demon!Dean beating each other up, tying each other to chairs and having lots of sex.

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Fic title: Roads
Pairings: Sam/Dean, past Dean/Lisa, Sam/Jess
Rating: NC17
Word count: 36k
Warnings: angst, mpreg, abortion, miscarriage, body horror, fake biology, est-relationship, underage first-time (Sam is 16). This isn’t a normal mpreg fic as there are no birth scenes or babies, though the ending is happy (sort of). Includes spoilers to all seasons including the first half of season 9, goes AU after episode 9-10.

Summary: When Sam is 15, he's diagnosed as a sexual chimera: a man with both male and female sex organs, able to conceive and carry children. When Sam is 16, he kisses his brother for the first time. Now Sam is 32, his relationship with Dean is at an all time low and he’s pregnant with Dean's baby. This story moves between the present as Sam and Dean attempt to mend their relationship while dealing with an unwanted pregnancy, and the past, as Sam and Dean fall in love and weather the storm of various canon events.


Author's Note: I've wanted to write wincest mpreg for a long while, it's a not-so-secret guilty pleasure of mine, but I tend to skew towards the body-horror side of mpreg rather than the Sam & Dean settle down and have ten kids and everything's perfect. This fic is definitely not that. In fact, the mpreg really isn't the point. It's more about Sam & Dean's relationship in season 9 and the after-effects of the angel possession. Therefore there is angst, but I have also tried to end it on a hopeful note.

I have to also say that although abortion features in this fic, this is not about abortion. If you have strong views on the subject or find it triggering then please don't read this. I do not want to offend anyone and my own views on abortion are immaterial here. I understand that the subject is upsetting, I have a difficult personal history with infertility and miscarriage myself, but this is fiction and it's about what Sam and Dean would do in the particular situation they find themselves in. There is no character bashing or pushing of agendas. I can't emphasise that enough.

Phew, anyway, all that said, I have to thank two people. Firstly, the lovely and talented clex_monkie89 who did that beautiful and fantastically atmospheric movie poster art for this fic. Seriously, it is gorgeous. Please go and check out her art. It's awesome. Secondly and most importantly, my wonderful beta dear_tiger for so much help with this. All the medical stuff is all down to her! When I told her I was writing mpreg, she was dubious, but I managed to lure her in with email chains about fake biology and just how could a man get pregnant. Seriously, I don't think anyone has ever given so much thought to the mechanics of mpreg ;-) You are amazing my dear and thank you so much for all your help and your usual marvellous beta-ing. I am still feeling smug that I got you to read mpreg!


Fic: Bruises (Sam/Dean - NC-17)

Fic title: Bruises
Pairings: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17
Word count: 2722
Warnings: Spoilers for episode 9-23, demon!Dean, Sam drinks demon blood, explicit sex

Summary: Post episode 9-23. Sam is addicted to demon blood, Dean is a demon. Sexy blood drinking must therefore happen.

Also on A03: here!

Author's note This is the first place my mind went on seeing the season finale. I am not ashamed of it.

Author's note 2 There's now a companion piece to this with a demon!Dean who's a lot more demonic, and a Sam (the soulless version) who's definitely his match. Here!

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So, way, way back in 2009, I wrote a fic called All in the Game, Yo which is still one of my personal favourites of all the stuff I've written. It was set in the world of The Wire, which is one of my most favourite things in the world. And then, the most amazing glovered podficced it most awesomely here and she did a fantastic job. Seriously, don't read the fic, go listen!!

Anyway, in honour of that, I dusted off a very old timestamp I had hanging around for this universe and decided to post it and dedicate to the lovely glovered It's totally unbetaed and is mainly porn, but what the hell, here are some more adventures of "we want to be legitimate but Dean won't stop beating up cops" Wire universe Sam & Dean...

Warnings/rating: NC-17, explicit sex, mentions of violence, Dean being restrained a lot

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Fic title: World's Forgotten Boys (link goes to masterpost)
Chapter: 28b/28
Pairing: Sam/Dean, Sam/Dean/Ross
Rating: R for violence and language
Word Count: 8597
Summary: Ross Winchester knows three things to be true: his father, John, is a hero; he’s going to be the best hunter in the goddamn world; and his two older brothers are in love with each other. An AU-version of seasons one and two where the Winchester Brothers mean Dean and Sam and Ross, where John is still missing, where Mary and Jess are still dead, and where Dean and Sam are still obsessed with each other.

Warnings: Prepare for angst.

A/N: This is the last chapter. However, I do have an epilogue or final-final-final chapter to post, (this story needs more brother-on-brother-on-brother sex for one thing) but this chapter is already too damn long. So here it is, the sort-of last chapter. I think after 5 years of writing this thing, "at last" doesn't even begin to cover it ;-)

The gorgeous and very sexy banner below was made by the awesome violateraindrop This is dedicated to my dear friend, andreth47

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Fic: Snowed In (Sam/Dean - NC-17)

Fic title: Snowed In
Pairings: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17
Word count: 6545
Warnings: incest, explicit sex that isn't amazing, older Sam & Dean (ages 40/44)

Summary: Based on the prompt "snowed in". There's an epic snowstorm in Kansas. Sam and Dean are stuck in the bunker, doing the gardening and cooking, arguing about climate change, having average sex, and (sort-of) talking about their relationship. Domestic Winchester future-fic, set about eight years post season eight. (No spoilers for season nine)

Gift for riyku for spn_j2_xmas, and based on her prompt "snowed in". As you can see, I was very creative with the title! I tried to incorporate a few of your likes into this, curtain!fic and future non-AU fic, sort of incest!kink, some small degree of schmoop and boys being boys.

Thanks to my lovely beta dear_tiger as always for her helpful suggestions and support <3 And special thanks to bertee for arranging this whole thing ;-)

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Fic title: Anniversary
Pairings: Dean Smith / Sam Wesson
Rating: NC17
Word count: 6227
Warnings: Established relationship, mild bondage, way schmoopier than I would ever normally write the boys

Summary: The Smith-Wessons go away for a ghost-hunting mini-break to celebrate their anniversary. Just a slice of life, domestic Smith/Wesson thing where they salt and burn the ghost, have brunch and Dean gets tied to the bed.

Author's note: Thanks to my beta dear_tiger for your quick once-over <3

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Fic title: 1978
Pairings: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC17
Word count: 34k
Warnings: British 1970's AU, expect characters' language and attitudes to reflect that time (homophobia, sexism, racism, class snobbery). Allusions to molestation and the old British boarding school practice of “fagging”. Jared is 17 and Jensen 18 in this fic, I've deliberately avoided using real-life members of their families.

Summary: England, 1978: a time of strikes, class warfare, power shortages and institutional homophobia. At an elite boarding school, scholarship student, Jensen Ackles, grocer's son and fly-half for the school's Rugby First XV, falls in love with fellow boarder, Jared Padalecki, stockbroker's son and aspiring artist. But the path of love never runs smooth, especially for two boys in 1970’s England with the world, and society, against them. 


Author's note: Thanks as always to my fabulous and talented beta, dear_tiger and thanks also to my lovely artist, banbury and please go check out her atmospheric and beautiful artwork.

Just as a quick note for non-Brit folk, I'm sure a lot of you know this already, but the Lower Sixth covers ages 16-17, and Upper Sixth ages 17-18 and they study A-levels over these two years prior to attending university, (or at least they did during the time period relevant to this fic). Generally, Sixth Formers study between 2-4 A levels.


Title: We Found Love in a Hopeless Place
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Word Count: 2400
Warnings: Some sex, some mild violence
Summary: Future!fic, Sam and Dean are terrorised by their neighbours-from-hell. Dean decides to take matters into his own hands.

This was my spnspringfling entry for 2013. Written for silverraven with the prompt "noisy neighbours". Originally posted here

This was inspired by old neighbours of mine who used to play the Grease Megamix at 7am on weekends.They also never opened the door when I went round there to tell them to turn the fucking music off. Luckily, I moved.

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World's Forgotten Boys - Chapter 28a/28

Fic title: World's Forgotten Boys (link goes to masterpost)
Chapter: 28a/28
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R for violence and language
Summary: Ross Winchester knows three things to be true: his father, John, is a hero; he’s going to be the best hunter in the goddamn world; and his two older brothers are in love with each other. An AU-version of seasons one and two where the Winchester Brothers mean Dean and Sam and Ross, where John is still missing, where Mary and Jess are still dead, and where Dean and Sam are still obsessed with each other.

Okay, so here is the first part of the final chapter of World's Forgotten Boys. I decided to post what I had so far because it feels like I've been working (on and off admittedly) on this chapter for forever...

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Birthday and meme

Thanks so much to everyone who left me birthday wishes and sent messages, you are all brilliant people and I love you all <3 I had a great day and got some great presents, so that was all good :D

Anyway, so the lovely chemm80 tagged me for a meme and I love her podfic so much that I'm actually going to respond! It was to talk about 5 of your fics that you love the most. I feel weird writing about my fic as it seems sort of boastful, but this actually got me thinking about what I really do enjoy writing, and unsurprisingly, the answer is amoral! dark! boys, real life AU's, Jensen's penis, and people acting like dicks.

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