So the spn_j2_bigbang is up and running and there are loads of great fics over there, of which I've only managed to read about a dozen, mainly wincest, (I don't tend to do gen or het), and some J2 AU's, because I have to pysch myself up before I read the real RPS and that's just too time-consuming.

Anyway, enough about them, because what about me? Me, me, me, me, me! Yeah! Cause I signed up to do it this year and yes, I am writing Wincest, and yes! it's another futurefic, because it seems whatever fandom I defile with my poorly-written porn, it must be of the futurefic variety... I call it artistic laziness as you don't have to deal with the characters' current issues, but just brush them away and create your own ;-)

So, I started writing this fic last March, and by that I mean March of 2008! That's way before the end of season 3, and it's had to go through A LOT of changes since then. As have I, as I've had 3 different jobs in the space of writing this one fic. It will truly feel like the end of an era when the sucker is finally posted. I need to also say, that I was lucky enough to get two great artists for this: sarahtoga and devidarkwolf who have both done some really cool stuff and I am so looking forward to what they come out with :)


So... without further ado, here be the summary:

Fic title: Crush
Genre: Wincest
Pairing: Sam/Dean, one sided Dean/OMC
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 60k
Warnings/spoilers/tropes: This is Sam/Dean futurefic, with a large dosage of outsider POV, domesticity, angst, first-time and established relationship, Professor!Sam, scarred!Dean, bonded!boys and lots of explicit sex.
Summary: Five years after the apocalypse didn’t happen and Sam and Dean have settled down, or as much as the Winchesters can ever settle down. Sam is a college professor and Dean a well-respected small business owner and they’re learning how to balance work, hunting and dog-ownership while coping with the metaphorical and literal scars of war. Life’s not perfect, not for a (sort of) out and proud couple in small town USA with a lot to hide, but they’re dealing, that is, until Dean employs one sexually-confused teenager who develops an unhealthy obsession with both of them... Switching between five years earlier and now, we learn how the boys came together, how they made it through the big fight and whether they’ll ever manage to find that flighty temptress, happily ever after.

In preparation for my spn_j2_bigbang posting next month, I have written another Sam/Dean futurefic which is (much!) shorter.

I was kinda in two minds about posting this, as I've never posted anything that wasn't QAF Brian/Justin fic before, but heyho we've got to branch out some time or another, and I haven't posted any fic for ages in any fandom, so it's about time I got back into it!

As a warning this is Wincest and I know a lot of people don't like that, so I really really don't mind if you want to defriend me for defiling your f-lists with my shameful incestuous porn ;-)

Fic title: Shameless
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word coun 4,100
Summary Sam/Dean futurefic, Dean's kinda shameless sometimes... Blatant, somewhat schmoopy, definitely dirty futurefic, set about 8 years post 4-22. Warnings for Dean's porno commentary and maybe a bit of pudge.

(Crossposted to relevant fandom journals)

( Shameless )

So, finally... here it is! The Final and Last Part of Split Fic... Proper name: The Difference Between Now and Then. And thank you so much for putting up with my slowness with this. It feels like I've been working on this epic monstrosity FOREVER, I mean seriously, I started it in October 2006! it's been years!!! And over 125,000 words later, here is the end... To be honest, I don't know how I'll cope now this fic is no longer a part of my life ;-)

So, by way of author's note, I'd like to thank everyone who commented on this, though particular thanks must go to Jackie, yes that's you sexy_pumpkin for not letting me give up with this - thanks! But really, everyone thank you for being so supportive and great and just well, all round fabulous...

Okay, so that's enough gushing from me. I just hope you all enjoy...

Title: The Difference Between Now and Then (aka Split Fic)
Part: 23c - aka The Final and Last Part - Yay!
Rating: R-ish.
Warning: AU, humour, angst, reunion
Summary: It goes something like this: Brian and Justin were together for five years back during college & after, then they broke up.... Now, they've met up again after seven years of long apart-ness. What happens in the present is NOW and what happened back when they were first together is, well, THEN.

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( Chapter 23c )

Okay, so to increase my usual negible number of postings prior to the Big LJ Blackout Strike, as suggested by the lovely and wise seanmegansean, I am posting the original fic that inspired the mini ficlet I posted at t'weekend with Vain!Airhead!Prettyboy!Gus (who I love).

This was originally written for the Xmas gift exchange and is still over at qaf_giftxchnge It was written for the truly fabulosa sexy_pumpkin and in my summary at the time is "a future fic where Gus is getting married, leading Brian to contemplate his own relationship with Justin & attitude towards marriage..." Anyway, I guess a lot of you will already have read it oh dear flist, but for those who didn't, here it be...


( Father of the Groom )

 Okay, so I've been away for ages... again.  But!  I now have fic, though sadly not the last part of the seemingly epic Now & Then aka Split!Fic.  It seems I am officially stuck on the last chapter.  I have the last section and the first section of the chapter, it's just the annoying bit in between that's causing the problem... argh!  So, to try and dig myself out of this hole I wrote something else... In under 15 minutes.... So... it's short!!!!  For once, I managed to write something that wasn't essay length.  I am very pleased with myself.

It's set in this future!world I wrote for a holiday exchange fic for sexy_pumpkin  as part of the last qaf_giftxchnge  where 20 year old Gus gets married to a girl called Buffy(!) (against Brian's advice) leading to much Re-evaluation of Feelings and Realisation of What They Mean to Each Other between our favourite boys...   Anyway, in the story Gus was a bit of a vain!airhead!pretty!boy and because that version of Gus amused me so much I wrote more about it. 

Apologies for being away so long. I cannot believe that I last posted this in November - I am embarrassed! Anyway, for those of you who are still reading (and I'd be surprised if there were any after so long!) here is part 2 of the final part. Also known as: Chapter 23b. #

The next part will be the last part.

For sure.

Thanks for putting up with my slowness.

Title: The Difference Between Now and Then (aka Split Fic)
Part:
Rating: R-ish.
Warning: AU, humour, angst, reunion
Summary: It goes something like this: Brian and Justin were together for five years back during college & after, then they broke up.... Now, they've met up again after seven years of long apart-ness. What happens in the present is NOW and what happened back when they were first together is, well, THEN.

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( Chapter 23b )

I was going to post about my last week which basically involved me blathering on in a very boring way about decorating (yes I have been decorating all last week with my Mum's assistance in an effort to sell my flat) but really, who wants to know about that? Instead I am going to post the fic I entered in the last QAF Challenges Challenge Most of you will already have seen this but it's called Justin Taylor vs. The Alphabet and consists of me ripping off lots of other fandoms with an alphabet fic type thing (though I've never seen it done for the QAF fandom). Anyway here it be:

Title: Justin Taylor vs. The Alphabet
Written By: sonofabiscuit77
Timeline: Future-ish
Rating: PG-13/R
Warnings: Humor, fluff
Summary: Eighteen years, three months and twenty days in the relationship of Justin Taylor and Brian Kinney, with particular reference to Ben’s literary endeavors, Michael’s favorite song, Brian’s inimitability and Justin’s love of cock.
Author's Notes: Many, many thanks again to my beta, the lovely and supremely helpful [Bad username: ”singlewoman”]




( Justin Taylor vs. The Alphabet )

Okay, so I know I've been away for forever and I'm really sorry... real life has just been awful and work has been annoyingly busy, so no sneaky fic-working or even fic-reading (dammnit!) time.

I'm sort of cheating here, because I've been working on the last chapter of Split fic for ages now and it refuses to finish itself, so I'm posting a final chapter - part A thing. This is why it may read as being half-finished - because it's not finished yet. This chapter will definitely have a Part B, and quite probably a Part C, but then it will really and truly be done. Promise.

I'm still not entirely happy with this part but I'm going to post anyway because I haven't posted this in ages and if I don't do it now then it'll never get done!

OH! and one last very important thing, I just want to say this chapter's for you Jackie - aka sexy_pumpkin your lovely words and enthuasiasm and kindness never get old! So thank you!!!

Title: The Difference Between Now and Then (aka Split Fic)
Part: 23a
Rating: R-ish.
Warning: AU, humour, angst, reunion
Summary: It goes something like this: Brian and Justin were together for five years back during college & after, then they broke up.... Now, they've met up again after seven years of long apart-ness. What happens in the present is NOW and what happened back when they were first together is, well, THEN.

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( Chapter 23a )

My internet was down again! Happily, it has now returned and I can weep with relief over my poor devastated keyboard (sadly I had been taking my anger out on it during my incessant rage at the useless fuckwits at Virgin Media).

The final part of SplitFic seems to be taking longer than I anticipated. Huh. This is mainly because I am simultaneously writing my fic for the Justin challenge over at QAF - Challenges but also because I have no willpower and am constantly distracted by shiny things.

The latest shiny thing to distract me from important fic writing and housework is an Angel marathon T'Other Half and me are currently galloping through. We managed 6 episodes back to back on Saturday. Of course, I've seen it all before (too many times to think about) but it's such fun to experience it with him. We are currently about half-way through season 2 and I am desperate to get to the episodes when Conor!!!! turns up. Ahhh, I loved him so, poor damaged, bizarrely hot, slightly creepy, far-too-young-for-me, angst-ridden boy. Still Season 2.... possibly the slashiest season on Angel? But then Season 5 has the Spangel... Hmm, t'is a topic ripe for debate methinks.

Hopefully, stupid internet will be back for good now and I hope so as I'm sure I keep missing out on cool f-list stuff like this touched by genuis ficlet from_kiden It is fabulous. Go read!

The end is most definitely nigh... This is the penultimate chapter. It was going to be the last, but it grew somewhat and instead of doing a Chapter 22 Part A / Part B thing, I've just decided to go with two chapters (well, it made sense in my head!). The Final Most Definitely (Well Very Probably) Final chapter will be posted soon when I'm done polishing and being a desperate big nerd about it.

Although this is the end of this fic, I'm definitely considering some way of continuing with this universe. I've got pathetically attached to this universe of Brian & Justin - they've kept me sane when so much nasty shit has been going on in real life, I imagine a lot of people in this fandom can empathise with this kind of thing... :(

Oh, I did something slightly different with this one - the "Then" part comes first...

Thanks to everyone for reading and thank you all so much for the lovely comments over the last few parts. Your enthusiasm, support and all round loveliness really make a difference and never fail to put a smile on my face.


Title: The Difference Between Now and Then (aka Split Fic)
Part: 22/23
Rating: R-ish.
Warning: AU, humour, angst, reunion
Summary: It goes something like this: Brian and Justin were together for five years back during college & after, then they broke up.... Now, they've met up again after seven years of long apart-ness. What happens in the present is NOW and what happened back when they were first together is, well, THEN.

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( Chapter 22 )

This chapter turned out a lot longer than I expected. Hmmm. Not sure if that be good or bad. One day I'll be able to write something brief.

Oh and this marks a turning point for me. In my quest for authenticity and casting aside years of indoctrination... I wrote this one using the US spellchecker - yay, go me!

Hope you all enjoy....


Title: The Difference Between Now and Then (aka Split Fic)
Part: 21
Rating: R-ish.
Warning: AU, humor, angst, reunion
Summary: It goes something like this: Brian and Justin were together for five years back during college & after, then they broke up.... Now, they've met up again after seven years of long apart-ness. What happens in the present is NOW and what happened back when they were first together is, well, THEN.

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( Chapter 21 )

So my spacebar problem is fixed! Last night T'Other Half in a very uncharacteristic display of techy prowess managed to remove something from under the keyboard with my tweezers and it seems it's fixed! Yay, I can finally post this chapter. Feels like I've been working on this one for forever.

So here it....

Title: The Difference Between Now and Then (aka Split Fic)
Part: 20
Rating: R-ish.
Warning: AU, humour, angst, reunion
Summary: It goes something like this: Brian and Justin were together for five years back during college & after, then they broke up.... Now, they've met up again after seven years of long apart-ness. What happens in the present is NOW and what happened back when they were first together is, well, THEN.

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( Chapter 20 )

Last night the spacebar on my home laptop stopped working.  It is the second key to die, the first was my up cursor key who I have managed to cope without so far..   But the spacebar?  It's kinda important.  Why couldn't it have been another key I barely use like scroll lock?  I still have zero idea what that does.

Anyway, I am now left with half-finished fic and a choice between either writingeverythingstreamofconsciousstyleandhopeallcanreadit  or trying to work on it during sneaky, quieter times at work, not that we're having any at the moment - whatever happened to August being offical skive off work month?  I guess that went the same way the British summer did :(

I think there is only one choice here.  Which means that I'm going to be even slower than ever in my next postings... 

Okay, so I was totally going to post this last night but then my sister called re her upcoming wedding to beg (okay,ask) me to put together a mix CD for the reception, apparently the wedding singer (who comes with the venue) has a very limited "range" and half the stuff she wants him to sing is out of his range, he also sings with a really strong Hull accent (hmmm, trying to think of a famous person with a Hull accent for the benefit of non-UK people - ah! a bit like Sean Bean's real voice - not quite Hull, but Yorkshire, so not far off). So after that conversation that was it for the rest of the evening. Of course there are certain wedding standards that have to be included... thank you Dexys Midnight Runners.

Sadly she was very keen to impress on me that this is a "family" occasion, so I wasn't allowed to include any of that "gay dance stuff you like" because it's "too dirty." Pah! I was so looking forward to getting my parents dancing to Fuck Me Harder. Boo.

Anyway, here's chapter 19... As usual, hope you like & comments = love in word form!

Title: The Difference Between Now and Then (aka Split Fic)
Part: 19
Rating: R-ish.
Warning: AU, humour, angst, reunion
Summary: It goes something like this: Brian and Justin were together for five years back during college & after, then they broke up.... Now, they've met up again after seven years of long apart-ness. What happens in the present is NOW and what happened back when they were first together is, well, THEN.

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( Chapter 19 )

Today has been a shitty day. My mum called me this morning to tell me that my Uncle had died last night, cancer again. Only two weeks after my sister-in-law. At least, his was expected and he'd been ill for a long time. My other half of course says he won't go to the funeral as it's too soon after his sister, and who can blame him? The poor darling has been having bad dreams about it all recently so I'm really worried about him. I don't really know what to say to make it better for him as being a man he won't talk about it... I guess you just don't get over loosing your sister at 27.

And if that wasn't enough, the fucking hot water's gone in our building and the caretaker says it won't be back until Monday. The whole bloody weekend! Just been out to my best mate's house for a shower (she and her other half are at Glastonbury this weekend) and managed to get drenched by the torrential rain on the way back, I guess I'm just pleased I'm not at Glastonbury myself, no band is worth that much mud.

So, I've spent the rest of the day holed up at home finishing the next chapter of split fic, it's about the only thing that's keeping me sane at the moment. Hope you all enjoy and forgive me the venting above...

Title: The Difference Between Now and Then (aka Split Fic)
Part: 18
Rating: R-ish.
Warning: AU, humour, angst, reunion
Summary: It goes something like this: Brian and Justin were together for five years back during college & after, then they broke up.... Now, they've met up again after seven years of long apart-ness. What happens in the present is NOW and what happened back when they were first together is, well, THEN.

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( Chapter 18 )

So, as part of qaf_giftxchnge I wrote fic for the lovely ellyrianna who I love and whose fic I adore! She requested something explaining Justin's actions and feelings around the Pink Posse arc and I wrote this.... Basically, a loooonnnnnggg conversation between Brian and Justin with a non-written porny interlude (non-written because I suck at writing porn). And she liked it... so I rest happy.

Anyway, just thought I'd post it here in the interest of completeness and all that. Just have to say that this was a challenge to write, mainly because I wasn't sure myself of Justin's actions and feelings around that time as it was never really shown on the show, but neatly glossed over between 405 - 406, something I know a lot of people found frustrating. This is also my first real gapfiller, and I have to say that it's hard to do... I think I might just stick to AU's or post 513 stuff in future.

Title: The Last Time
Rating PG13
Timeline Between 405 and 406
Summary Something to explain the Pink Posse...
Author's notes Thank you so much singlewoman for your brilliantly useful comments and corrections! It was much appreciated...

( The Last Time )

So here it is, finally. It seems like I've been working on this chapter for ages what with horrible real life stuff and so on...

Anyway hope you all enjoy and as always, your feedback would be, like, totally awesome!

Title: The Difference Between Now and Then (aka Split Fic)
Part: 17
Rating: R-ish.
Warning: AU, humour, angst, reunion
Summary: It goes something like this: Brian and Justin were together for five years back during college & after, then they broke up.... Now, they've met up again after seven years of long apart-ness. What happens in the present is NOW and what happened back when they were first together is, well, THEN.

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( Chapter 17 )

Well it seems like ages since I've been able to update on any fics or anything really and I know I haven't commented on anything either, particularly all the great fic over on qaf_challenges and I haven't answered all the lovely comments on my own fic over there either - though I will do very soon... But I just want to say thanks for that :)

( Horrible real life stuff you might not want to read )

Champions League Final is about to start.... AC Milan vs Liverpool.

Very tempted to go for Milan (after all my boys Arsenal aren't in it this year) but Liverpool are the Other Half's Team and they do have my secret crush Stevie Gerrard playing for them (there he is below with my beloved Thierry Henry). So.....





COME ON LIVERPOOL!!!!

You'll never walk alone.... etc...


ETA: They lost. Boo. 2-1. AC Milan and a dodgy German referee. Things are not going to be happy at home for the next few day's T'Other Half is already in tears :(